I hate being female....

sometimes. I think I am beginning to PMS and I hate it! I have been getting so emotional, everything that is warm and fuzzy makes me cry. Seriously, music that has a lot of silky cresendo's, cheesy commercials (those diamond silhouette ones get me everytime), watching people with their kids, pictures of people in impoverished countries and especially watching couples together. They all make me so emotional! I hate it cuz I usually am a fairly hard person and don't let things like that get to me. I just stuff it down and move on with life but it is in my time of weakness that I begin to feel again. Sometimes I wonder if God allows women to go through this time cuz he wants us to feel. Yet my theory could be easily proven wrong because their are those women who are just emotional basket cases that cry at the drop of a hat. I think for me He is teaching me to allow myself to have emotion and not deny myself of it. A lot of times I try to be strong so that people do not see my weakness. Although I am very expressive with my face that it is hard to not tell what I am feeling. I also have such a short fuse that sometimes I just can't hide my angry emotions (Yikes).