An Attempt at Poetry

So in high school I use to write poetry/spocken word. I really did not know how to write poetry because I found it difficult to stay within a rigid structure such as iambic pentameter. Some of my words rhymed and that is about as close to poetry as I got. My poetry was only ever written because I was depressed and was love struck with some guy. So I wrote some 'poetry' awhile back this past year and sadly the only difference is that I have less spelling errors. I have decided to air this poem on the world wide web because......I want to? I don't know why I am doing this I just want to throw myself out here to see if I have the guts to do it. Anyway here it goes....AAAaaaahhhhhhhhh

Nothing More
I wish I never met him
I hate him for being so great
How can someone show such an interest in another and then forget about them?

He had me before hello!
At first I was unimpressed and then I watched from afar and saw more
I was curious about who he was and where he came from, how he had gotten to the place I grew up in.

When I finally met 'Him' he exceeded even more of my expectations.
It was as though the things I had dreamed of in my head had come into human form
He brought me laughter and Joy

Yet I hesitated and held back
to keep my heart in tact
I knew he had given his heart away many times before and so I could mean nothing more than a fun chase and then nothing more

And now that is what it is........
Nothing more.