Questioning Myself and My Random Thoughts on HIV Chimps

So I have been analyzing myself a lot lately and these are three questions I have been contemplating.
1. Am I immature for my age? I feel like I am being left behind in some aspects, my other friends seem to be moving ahead in life and I feel like I'm not.
2. Am I afraid of commitment? Do I shy away from relationships because I don't want to commit? Am I scared of committing to one job or guy?
3. Why am I such a bitch sometimes? I find myself being super critical and impatient with others.

Okay on a completly different subject my thoughs on HIV chimps. For awhile now I have theorized that HIV and AIDS is a mutated viruses that happened because of sexual immorality ie: Gods punishment. Not to say that everyone who contracts these viruses is sexually immoral but that the spread of them increases ten fold as a consequence of sexual immorality. My theory is (or was) that these viruses could have started as a simple infection being spread through sexual encounters. Through the years and centuries these viruses became very resilent and eventually grew into these deadly viruses that have no cure.
Although recently my theory has been challenged by an article that I read in a health magazine. In Montreal their is a sanctuary for HIV infected chimps these chimp were rescued from a laboratory that obviously purposefully infected them with the cruel virus. The chimps were neglected in the laboratory and signs of abuse were evident by the horrible state that the animals were found to be in. In the article it stated that after being put in the sactuary and undergoing therapy the chimps are no longer infected with the virus. Which makes me wonder if the virus can be healed through genuine care from people rather than drugs and isolation?

Please be advised that I am not trained in medicine nor do I claim to be a scientist, these are only my incoherent ramblings and can probably be easily refuted!